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Wednesday
21 October 2009
haish. why do you remind me again? forget about it ...i'm trying to sherlyn. Since thing's happening like this why not i just explain every single things to let you and *others* understand better?..
s0rry if mine attitude towards you or pei ru have changed. i don't know i have change toward your too..maybe the impact of it is quite hard till i don't know what happen. First of all for you...sorry if i didn't explain it clearly..although things already passed..but the opening wound remain there.What it has happen it already happen no use of saying so much..i didn't angry with you anymore so don't think too much(:.Just that be truthful with you.. i felt less trust towards you now and maybe it went much more colder then before i don't no what you and pei ru chat about but as what is right what is wrong just keep it to yourself take what you suppose to show to be seen outside i wouldn't tend to care so much anymore.The more i think the more torturing to myself.Why not just relax and stay what it is?...but i'm still thanks for being mine friend by my side.im glade you guys are around so it make things better..i had ALREADY forget what had happen(: what is past is pas tense.
Just for explanation to sherlyn for pei ru if you still don't understand what it means when few weeks ago do you still remember? i explained what i felt and thought it at the road-crossing area that day..i shall explain to you again.. not because i angry with pei ru nor pissed of with her nothing is involve with her ..but is with Jr.since you wanna find it out i will say it then just for your Misunderstanding. i think i did a wrong step i shoulden had bother to interfere with their relationship things..as that is *both of their business*i'm a outsider i have nothing to say. just because that time that Jr. send something bad to her i as a friend just wanted to care for her i don't want her to be upsad again and again.. and i find it unfair to her.. so i asked and trying to help her to find out what happen i don't know what pei ru will think? whether izzit i being exrta, helpful , spoil relationship or trying to get peace from em.so forget about that. i'm quite pissed of because jr actually say he *Pity her* thats why he stead with her that's what i'm angry about. sorry if i offense you pei ru. Since they have back together than is just the end of the horrible story..gratz them the most..last time outside the cpa room i ain't want to listen to Jr.explain or story is because what pei ru told me Jr. say everything he told me is fake so how would i believe again?i wonder why people like to use lies to cover what they had done.A lie will never ever end unless you take the courage to speak out...so i ain't want to listen mybe i'm really angry sorry about that..
This is the end of it i had promised myself forever i won't interfer with any *friends* relationship problems anymore...kinda sucks. Anyway i have forget what Jr had said were still friends.
ya your right we're still friends next year also so forget about those matter..and sorry i will try to improve on mine attitude towards you both...maybe i'm disturber by things sorry.
Sian today leadership programs end at 5 aclock..cheat mine feeling i thought don't have leadership programs le..haish...nvm(:
oh ya today also get back exam paper..
Mine Chinese passed ^_^ wahaha
English passed paper 1 but paper 2 fail by 2 marks
Passed paper 3 too...but luckily over all still pass(:
Mine science today cmi haish failed by 9 marks aww..section A MCQ passed but section B omg.
Pray hard mine maths will get high marks tomorrow T_T please!!!!!!!!
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