.☆★ Weclome To My Purple World .☆★
Tuesday
13 October 2009
i have given up on science every year also fail..no hope no interest...i wonder what i'm doing now shouldn't i be studying for science since tomorrow is science exam. But i'm playing games and chatting. sian. whats the point i study science for no matter how i fail. fail till sian le.....haish. i already prepare mine science exam get lower then what i had think. Is an unexpected marks. sigh yesterday didn't sleep well and went for the cpa and ELC today Dam! so headache...Jeramine keep wanted to force us after school to study and copy the science question but i and pei ru like sian..cause we had no interest then she keep forcing us.. hahas just good luck for me tomorrow science -.- 11am release from school i went straight home to rest until 4pm i have a bad feeling that alot of mine classmates will retain this year pray hard no one will..i want to see everyone next year in the same class.....still headache now...
lols funney today went to market for dinner with mine brother..and went pass this Durain stall..there're two stall seller they look abit like gangster so nvm. As we both went pass one of the staller called mine bro and tell him to buy for his GF(me) LOL. Then at first i was not laughing..and mine bro replied this NONO she is mine sister..hahas.The stall seller thought that mine brother was bluffing and he say NO LA buy for your LAO po =.= l0ls lame. And i started to laugh very loud and we walk away...funneh guy...i think he is like What the heck what so funny did i say anything wrong..
Should i give up? should i? sian...watching him in school always..and stay with others girls just find it so jealous..and i'm tired of it..i have waited for like 2years plus...behind it im hoping for just a chance..but i think it won't happen anyway..glade to know that he likes other girl..than go ahead..sigh..just wonder why i dream about somethings weird today about him..hahas.just dream only....so confused. nvm friends won't understand i'm just making things interesting in school about him among mine friends.i think they would think i'm irritating and gross.Forget it..haish...the feeling is like starting to fate off..like not to to max anymore.maybe is like just a crush in school but only wanted to see him every time in school and not those real feeling..aiya.. better not think too much...if not i might be corrupted again..
loves always.....
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