.☆★ Weclome To My Purple World .☆★
Monday
24 August 2009
i think i should just update mine blog often again from now as blog has some problem i doesnt feel like updating..it has been left dead for a long period of time.
haish..maybe is because of this incident i wanted to repost it again. Zhuzhu i'm sorry i jsut has to say out mine feeling towards you teh day but actually there is still long story and explaination to go..and i'm kinda sick and tired of
locking mineself in my own world..
As you know i'm teh kind of Happy go lucky person infront of others but not you.. i mostly speaks and chat to you about mine feeling and things teh goes on around me last time..but now i think i coulden't do it anymore or maybe for a long term..if goes on like this i really has no body to speaks to and people around me mostly but not all doesn't keep secret well and i know you for like about 5years. i just find it irrited and feel annoying when i don't say out...but i always just keep everything to mineself..haish. But after that day or maybe a few weeks ago i already noticed it.i just find that you doesn't listen to what i want to say anymore and has stopped mi from saying out everything and you just cut it in the middle of mine sentense..sometimes not once but quite often..i find it very rude and quite upsad..you say you have lots of things to say but what about me? i think time is not enough for both of us to say.
because you use not to do this..and your a very sensible person. But now i don't find it so..and you don't understand your "best friend" more now then you know...maybe you have lots of stress or too much stuff happen around you so you would find someone to talk to and shoot everythings out or maybe guys are surrounding you often so that you knows boys more then girls now..or no? i not sure...but i just wanted to scream out loud sometimes..and just run away like this..hopefully next time i won't do this.i just wanted to say and post up mine feeling teh day..i'm sorry if i had hurt you..but i really
feel like bursting out in tears...
I don't know why when im typing this post my eyes is just like glass Tears....
ღ- Living in my purple world ღ-
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