.☆★ Weclome To My Purple World .☆★
Monday
23 February 2009
Wonder why.. i do have a werid feeling today.. haish.
Looking truely into the msn page. Saw mine first ex- Post out..writing i truly loved you 23.01.09 5hours more.. with his current Gf now..their first anniversary...i had some kind of feeling of jeslousy? or some how what.
Kinda frustrated towards mine class or rather myself..even might be i having stress this few days due to common test? Today i was handling a paper which is given by mine teacher about sextually talk for sec 3 after school and i should give em the paper and inform my class about it. Just kind of..i seriously i just can't describe How was i thinking and What was i thinking about.What a FOOl of myself!T_T Pretended to be fine..even i meet mine Best friend Sock wei. i Dunwan to add on stress and things on her since i know she is already very miserable and having a fragile heart now and what i'm doing to myself now? IDK i really helped her a not? Common test coming i told her all those things which shoulden be told earlier by now...i had a guilty feeling towards myself. Haish. i dun like to see mine friend suffering from hurtness as what i had felt before..i Hate this feeling....totally it ruts my life.
Trying to be a stupid digging out what is not really there..trying to hide yourself in a dark hole..having a blank mind staring at something which you really dono what ue really staring at. And finding a solution..What really going through this BGR thingy. The most wonderful time will also be the most hurtful monment...remember this. Learn your lesson once and do not do it again, It will not gonna help you if you continue hurting my friend i'm not gonna just let it off...
Stress!!!STRESS!! WTh IS totally happen to me mine SCience test wtf..seem like expess paper to me zzz..even i had study fer it i don't think i had passed the ghey paper..when the first sight i see the question i wanted to give up on it and just place the paper on table without doing it and sleep. But just in thought i think i better try out..so i was frustrated for the bloody hell paper i threw mine pen on the floor lols... lucky mine Cpa was fine :D at least is easy hahas... have a great xin xing in mine Cpa :DD Good luck fer mine CHinese test tmr bah (:!! GetBamteh!!!
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