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Saturday

My lovely Eeyore family~=D
7 November 2009
Boring night.....feel so empty...but i took over my brother room tonight(:
waNgzi went out for guitar lesson(: i miss you..hahas
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11:41 PM
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Thursday
5 November 2009
peaceful day today... why am i losing interest on each of everything now days..Frustrated.So pissed of with myself..how to gain confident again!!sigh~ i use to always look forward and do to mine best if i like that special things a lot..like competition. i have a up coming frisbee competition..this coming 19 November..haish..i like not doing to mine max.Today got frisbee training..i learn mine lesson i should have eaten mine breakfast this early morning..after hours of training i felt very restless
mine body turns cold..and i feel breathless..but i really don't wanna let teammates down and we 3 girls are really important for the game so i just wanna practice more for it.Doesn't practice makes perfect..i thou so or maybe not o.o...so i continue playing..and i love that frisbee sports it is really nice..and i tried to endure till the last..until i really can't take it i took a rest..and i still continue again although xiao en had told me to rest..thanks xiao en(: i wonder why really.. what i'm hoping for?been surviving in school for 3 years spending normal school days..i shoulden give up now..now is holiday i should had mine rest right haa:D? hate my cca lots~ treat us as an outsiders although we tried our best to join in..i'm going sec 4 should have work extra hard for next year.yes i should work hard!no is i must!haha
After frisbee training went to plaiie basketball in school with nelson and ignatius for awhile..then wait for the rain to stop quite funny..we three sit right in front at the school gate after awhile went to nelson house to plaiie with his hamster XP cutie hahas but she shit on mine hand T_T. After awhile i went to meet wangzi then had our lunch at long john silver..then spend half of the day with him hahas.(: reach home about 10plus today.Get home kanna scold by parents.laughs because i still wearing sch u.
work for the best, do for the best, live for the best, hope for the best, just enjoy life~
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12:31 AM
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Tuesday
3 November 2009
25 days!!
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ZHUzhu! no flour No powder PLease! rawrs
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10:05 PM
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Thursday
29 October 2009
281009 hahas l0ve you. 30 days more mine birthday smile(: finally im going 15~ hoping ~
finally everything had past...thanks zhuzhu ; wangzi & pei ru for your care...
and anyone who cares about me(:
Hahass post-exam-period this week starting of Tuesday & Wednesday we are posted to in-door-sport hall to learn boxing hahas excited accidentally kicked the instructor x.x...then today our class we went to discovery center (: although
i haven get mine full classphoto yet which is still in the process took by mine classmates so there is this limited of pictures shown xD really have fun today...miss everyone..just
1 more day to go...and the whole new world of holiday is sneaking through....just miss you guys lots.





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9:04 PM
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22 October 2009
always same words same sentence same meaning same thinking same patten..aren't you tired of it? haish...t0day was really a bad day for me.....
Use to happen the same case like this during mine daycare time..
now it happens again..
Have first time, it will have second time and third time..this is the second wonder what next.
Hoping for a change...how im i gonna face it again?
school days are going to end soon..holiday are coming
happiness for friend is soon arriving..
things are changing...
hurting are much more worsen
happiness are fading away.
laughter and joy are continually leaving..
more and more trouble had began..
more and more misunderstand has present..
feather on the wind
affected by the slightest breeze
but a well rounded friend
but would
they sacrifice for things?...
Tired...i better go sleep le...
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7:11 PM
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Wednesday
21 October 2009
i hate this feeling. sorry pei ru . you tell mi what i suan you. sorry what i had suan You say...now both hate me find mi irritating don't want to see me. FINE FINE ..then wait till holiday come im gone arite?..ok your don't say how i know what do your mean i'm hiding in a dark side don;t know anything you guys away drag to one side and chat among yourself than what i'm......ok tomorrow explain to me scold me whatever you guys want i will see what i did if got sense i will not talk if not sense i will say...nvm i don;t feel like talking about it....anymore.ok why because of a guy our friends relationship is like this?...... ok after holiday we all go back think about it.i don't think you gonna blame anything to yourself so i hide mine self and bury it...this is all you want? arite tomorrow i will listen every single story from jr. you don't say i don't understand what happen. if you don;t want to say i don't force you. nvm .i'm a person who don;t trust anyone ok you guys just took it as what you think i am..then what i am? TELL me what wrong? I HATE THIS FEELING IS TORTURING ME. i feel like not going to school at certain times always i never straight away say it at blog. nvm your won't understand.i don't no what wrong me me or you guys...
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11:55 PM
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21 October 2009
haish. why do you remind me again? forget about it ...i'm trying to sherlyn. Since thing's happening like this why not i just explain every single things to let you and *others* understand better?..
s0rry if mine attitude towards you or pei ru have changed. i don't know i have change toward your too..maybe the impact of it is quite hard till i don't know what happen. First of all for you...sorry if i didn't explain it clearly..although things already passed..but the opening wound remain there.What it has happen it already happen no use of saying so much..i didn't angry with you anymore so don't think too much(:.Just that be truthful with you.. i felt less trust towards you now and maybe it went much more colder then before i don't no what you and pei ru chat about but as what is right what is wrong just keep it to yourself take what you suppose to show to be seen outside i wouldn't tend to care so much anymore.The more i think the more torturing to myself.Why not just relax and stay what it is?...but i'm still thanks for being mine friend by my side.im glade you guys are around so it make things better..i had ALREADY forget what had happen(: what is past is pas tense.
Just for explanation to sherlyn for pei ru if you still don't understand what it means when few weeks ago do you still remember? i explained what i felt and thought it at the road-crossing area that day..i shall explain to you again.. not because i angry with pei ru nor pissed of with her nothing is involve with her ..but is with Jr.since you wanna find it out i will say it then just for your Misunderstanding. i think i did a wrong step i shoulden had bother to interfere with their relationship things..as that is *both of their business*i'm a outsider i have nothing to say. just because that time that Jr. send something bad to her i as a friend just wanted to care for her i don't want her to be upsad again and again.. and i find it unfair to her.. so i asked and trying to help her to find out what happen i don't know what pei ru will think? whether izzit i being exrta, helpful , spoil relationship or trying to get peace from em.so forget about that. i'm quite pissed of because jr actually say he *Pity her* thats why he stead with her that's what i'm angry about. sorry if i offense you pei ru. Since they have back together than is just the end of the horrible story..gratz them the most..last time outside the cpa room i ain't want to listen to Jr.explain or story is because what pei ru told me Jr. say everything he told me is fake so how would i believe again?i wonder why people like to use lies to cover what they had done.A lie will never ever end unless you take the courage to speak out...so i ain't want to listen mybe i'm really angry sorry about that..
This is the end of it i had promised myself forever i won't interfer with any *friends* relationship problems anymore...kinda sucks. Anyway i have forget what Jr had said were still friends.
ya your right we're still friends next year also so forget about those matter..and sorry i will try to improve on mine attitude towards you both...maybe i'm disturber by things sorry.
Sian today leadership programs end at 5 aclock..cheat mine feeling i thought don't have leadership programs le..haish...nvm(:
oh ya today also get back exam paper..
Mine Chinese passed ^_^ wahaha
English passed paper 1 but paper 2 fail by 2 marks
Passed paper 3 too...but luckily over all still pass(:
Mine science today cmi haish failed by 9 marks aww..section A MCQ passed but section B omg.
Pray hard mine maths will get high marks tomorrow T_T please!!!!!!!!
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6:44 PM
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Thursday










(Black smoke came out from the ship.)


me(:

me(:i didn't dye mine hair x.x is the sun shining on mine face.

awww sweet couple~
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1:33 PM
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Tuesday
13 October 2009
i have given up on science every year also fail..no hope no interest...i wonder what i'm doing now shouldn't i be studying for science since tomorrow is science exam. But i'm playing games and chatting. sian. whats the point i study science for no matter how i fail. fail till sian le.....haish. i already prepare mine science exam get lower then what i had think. Is an unexpected marks. sigh yesterday didn't sleep well and went for the cpa and ELC today Dam! so headache...Jeramine keep wanted to force us after school to study and copy the science question but i and pei ru like sian..cause we had no interest then she keep forcing us.. hahas just good luck for me tomorrow science -.- 11am release from school i went straight home to rest until 4pm i have a bad feeling that alot of mine classmates will retain this year pray hard no one will..i want to see everyone next year in the same class.....still headache now...
lols funney today went to market for dinner with mine brother..and went pass this Durain stall..there're two stall seller they look abit like gangster so nvm. As we both went pass one of the staller called mine bro and tell him to buy for his GF(me) LOL. Then at first i was not laughing..and mine bro replied this NONO she is mine sister..hahas.The stall seller thought that mine brother was bluffing and he say NO LA buy for your LAO po =.= l0ls lame. And i started to laugh very loud and we walk away...funneh guy...i think he is like What the heck what so funny did i say anything wrong..
Should i give up? should i? sian...watching him in school always..and stay with others girls just find it so jealous..and i'm tired of it..i have waited for like 2years plus...behind it im hoping for just a chance..but i think it won't happen anyway..glade to know that he likes other girl..than go ahead..sigh..just wonder why i dream about somethings weird today about him..hahas.just dream only....so confused. nvm friends won't understand i'm just making things interesting in school about him among mine friends.i think they would think i'm irritating and gross.Forget it..haish...the feeling is like starting to fate off..like not to to max anymore.maybe is like just a crush in school but only wanted to see him every time in school and not those real feeling..aiya.. better not think too much...if not i might be corrupted again..
loves always.....
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11:15 PM
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Thursday
8 October 2009
i finally found what i need to do and aim for what i suppose to do. No more dreams i have wake up from mine dreams from now...leave what ever things that is not suppose to be worried aside first get what is suppose to be done start from now. Exams. school stuff...no more relationship enough of those nonsense ...it only spoil things...now i know why parents won't allow children to get stead before some age...it really makes people get hurt by no reason...start to think more...i try to make mineself busier so that nothing would interfere me...thats it. No more lame stuff.. whats people treats me i treats back the same. Do not take things for granted like money. i must get mine maths done...i gotta learn em..no matter what..mine aim i need to get all mine subject passed force mineself to love a subject which i don't like to get interested in so that i could learn. Starts from now is not late....no more dreaming ...every single things you do there must be a reason..and a target to aim for..no fall mean no win..follow your own foot steps but not others..take a steps wrong you still have chance to turn back do not hesitated to do so..is not the end of the live the world..i don't which to follow behind people every single times. When is time it is the times..those get to take advantages of friends or me there is one day you woulden be being so lucky... you must think that you are the player and what you want as a player as. Thats it what is done is pass...what a person did he/she should know lies forever woulden helps you always there will be one day things will be exposed....jiay0us everyone for the upcoming exam...Get to try bitter now and enjoy later(: GOOD LUCK~!`
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11:12 PM
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Tuesday
6 October 2009
i too lazy to post today DX...lol tired....eh Happy birthday to sherlyn :D yesterday is her birthdayy one year older le..mine ah ma..(: brain cell must grow more and never ever cry so much le...old le xx
Early in the morning rains...and i amost late for school today dotz.i sleep too late yesterday and woke up at 7am..and i must reach school by 7.30..then i was like wtf i'm gonna late for school again and teh would be the 3rd time counted from this year but luckily never late..is like just nice the bell just rang and i sign in.Today in school nothing much happen again,,, but then i turn abit insane today i also not sure why, too hyper lols. Today science teacher never come in for our class again..he always attending stuff...and throw us aside sci exam coming T_T argh@!
There is also new planning about berza..whatever stuff.. then both of our games are crushed together...haish..also needed to think for inter-class game..on 23rd oct DX
After school we walk to lot-1 and it started to rain again...we have our lunch at random stall at there and bought all the food up to the sky garden to eat...and i bought mango ice..fake shark fin soup and more with friendss...lols all those junk food x.x after done our lunch we went to the last floor toilet and we took pictures in the toilet because we're too boring....kinda funny..(: and around 3.10 sherlyn got to go for her tution, xiao en went back home with sherlyn i and pei ru went to market to buy high blood pressure medication for her mom and we walk home afterwards...i reach home like about 4.30....

(Junk food lols like rubbish~Dx)

(mine bag hanging on the wall sitting on the toilet bowl is pei ru(:)

(sherlyn,xiao en & me(:)

(Pei ru, sherlyn, xiao en & me doing funneh faces)

(sherlyn, xiao en & me we were doing funneh faces:D)

(Sherlyn from the top view..anyway i'm not pervet lols)

(pei rux.x)

(Sherlyn day dreamingo.o)

(sherlyn & me at the garden )

(Me :DD hahas)
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4:36 PM